恍悟

从别人口中得知他的消息
原来他的生活已步入另一个阶段
人家就出国留学，游历各州各渊
我就终日无所事事 漫无目的
过着似有似无的生活
明知道是颓废 还若无其事甘过住每一天

他有明朗的目标 往前迈进
而我 得过且过
还以为这叫做快乐 享受生活
于他相比 才警觉真正享受生活可以是那么辽阔
我自己却比蚂蚁和尘埃还要渺小

想到这里 我也想找人帮我扛
一度心酸 一度伤感
伤感是因为读书方面 我每日愈下 兴趣一般 脑袋已没以前活跃
生活也没得比较
看见他读书与生活两样兼得
才恍然我的态度，性格和种种的一切都是错！！
希望一切还来得及，也希望心里的这把火能延续的烧 直至成功！！

uPdated

1. aroma
2. eye gel : certain brand
3. eye mask
4. cellphone
5. notebook
6. others

dudes, thx for the presents given and the best wishes received from you guys.
AND i really appreciate with what you did last night...luckily no RAIN.hahaha.got TOUCHed seriously althou i was laughing while u were progressing:X

ANd mei......nice jelly cake u bought!! no taste but sweet coz IT was from u. * yuckie* ahaha..
sweet as in, happened to save up 100 bucks from buying cake myself.wakakakka :D


MWAaaaHS~~~...

Things i gonna get it !! wait or buy....

1. Aroma (no sprayer) can use as decoration too
2. eye masks : (certain brand)
3. eye gel : ( workable for panda and sensitive nose)
4. notebook
5. cellphone
6. others



* just ignore no.4 and 5.haha.
someone asked me to do so. try to update more tomorrow. LOLx. * scratching*

happy valentine's day

14th of feb, a moment that let me feel plenty of guiltiness. u will see many couples holding each other hands and celebrate such a great day with their beloved partners.
And i will start thinking why not i simply accept a guy who chase after me and have an outing with him, especially for today. haha. I only think of that every valentine's day, let me dream on la ;X
Basically, i'm just the type of choosy,look for perfect lover all the while, enjoy romances and suprise given. Tough harh...!! I know. so easy perfect horh...no wonder u still single la!!
I probably have to stay with the same status donno how long more. gonna become LESsy lo if remain like this. HAIX. BF>.<>..<, being desparately for TOday. 0_0

Anyway, thanks for accompany with me whole afternoon. THANk You YOu yOu you and U.
i can feel the warmest,happiness while going through couple day, at least without loneliness...
Its not easy to hanging out at a place where full of couples around, hold hand, hugging each other, bunch of flowers ....etc.i do enjoy the outing and i was nearly fell asleep in cinema, haha...sorry ya!! HOpefully no disappoint u after that. We did have a great meal with worthy price and nice environment, the only problem was the waitress with sourplum face, spoiled our mood once entered in. Over all, still a happy outing, glad to celebrate together!! ;p

HAPPY VALENTINES' Everyone!!!

luckily...

Luckily i never get into accident.
I was supposed to drop AH mei home just now.
Unfortunately, my parents had used the car to somewhere else which i have no idea at all.
haha...at this moment, i found out my dad's volvo ( nvr use since i was 12 years old) just back from fixing and it's leave at outside.
Oklor, so i take that to drop mei's home so that she can catch up with her dinner and etc...bla bla bla :(
SO far, the car is just full of dirts and the front screen not so clear only..after all, it's still fine.
I had tried to go out with this car before, and my dad alwis put hope on it...hope that it can work out as other more *fashionable* cars.haha. yet, it alwiz disappoint him.
HOw disappoint? hmmm...broke down half way on the road ( highway sumtimes), engine doesnt make out the *fuu fuu* sound? haha....many bad impression. We do understand that the aged of this MR volvo is already fulfil the requirement to enter our kindly muzeum. To my dad, it is the 1st car he bought after he got his 1st * small * amount of GOLD , so it's memorable to him. We( siblings and our mum ) don't think it is precious thou,we even begged him to Sell right after i got mY car licience and wish that we can quickly own a brand new car.
Anyway, after i dropped her. i immediately drive home without stopping...in case any past scene happened again. i would like to scold the driver infront of me...how could she break down suddenly, and i nearly knocked on her car... there was only 2-3 centimetres gap. Who knows if my car break sot sot dei or i slow react le, that stupid expensive car have to go for butt surgery la and i have to be responsible for that!
My leg still shivering until now.Wow, nearly ...god sake!!

Praying to god

Woke up very early this morning while u guys were still enjoying in your sweetdreams.
I have to come to this temple the 9th day of CNY every year.
i am a representative of my whole family, bring along the things needed...as usual clothes for those "ah mo" to put in a red cop for each clothes.
Due to transport problem,i have to follow my auntie's car. and she almost reach there before 6am everytime to avoid squeezing with other prayers.
After settled up and finish doing all preparation before the "walk around=change luck" thingy starts....we went to take some porridges that ready by the temple.
We waited for an hour, the change luck event finally get to start. There are couple of ppl gossiping while walking around,this already shown that how sincere they are.
WEll, I AM ONE OF THEM. haha :X
i was standing right beside my aunties, and they kept gossiping with each other...end up i got influenced TOO!!haha...
AIya...this happens every year. I'm just trying to make up excuses to let u guys think that this not supposed happen on me instead of some reason.....LOLX
Sincerity do have while i praying to the godesss ( more than 1 there) but not at walking time. Getting onto AUnties' path soon....* 3 gu 6 po's gang*
This event took an hour plus, straight become PIg once i reached HOME.

END OF THE DAY