想法

当一个爱你的人为你出头 即正常又平凡
当一个已不属于你的人 你想要他为你出头 既奇怪又离奇

你不可不否认 这一定存有不止友谊吧了的感情 既矛盾又迷惘
那个人也不该责怪那平凡人，这代表他爱的奉献， 正如我所说是正常地
人往往就是这洋，
做了多余的事，就如画蛇添竹般，相反地，这却反映了另一回事。
怒气遮盖全部， 包括思考。

好话应该说的，别因为一些外人而伤感情，
如果彼此还是在意对方
就该好好维护
毕竟经历了那么多
也该放开~学习体谅吧！！！

my CAR

my car ~~
From what i heard, the car is already out since monday, and parked outside their company
But due to the 'effectiveness' of the gov workship, their festival ma...not enough strength maybe.haha
approval letter for this car still not out yet
Without that the car cannot drive on road..
Promised monday will arrive wan mah~~~, aish!!
My plan ruined out la....
Probably need to wait for another week and another amount of $$ need to spend for cab to college.*rush again* bishBAshBooooo

I love MALAYSIA~~31/8 National Day!!!

my apologies is for wat i did say before.

I shouldn't argued with you when i was still blur with the situation.
finally recalled back my memories.....
i have something to say actually...

BUT,
i scared that happens again
although i don't really like to keep inside...

I will say,
there is some misunderstanding between us,
Hopefully u will feel better today.

2 years

"If wait for ur return from aussie, will u still consider?"
hahaaa...
Can be NO, or Yes.
There is no any exact answer for that...

2 years...
is a long duration to everyone...
so this agreement doesn't exist.
i don't like to be tied up, and i hope you wont' be tied up with this too!!
And, that kind of waiting....loneliness and taste of bitterness------should be lo. HOhoho

its suffering man...so dont ever think about it.
YET enjoy ur life~~ go for your own life and do watever u want!!!!
2 years later only think about it la if still like that person......haha :)

FOR now....
my final decision will be......SINGLE 1st!!

BE hope-ful always

Acca result released this afternoon
i already knew what i would get
But there was a 'woman' accompany me for whole day.
WHY female?? zZzz..
Trying to be optimism.
Today, supposingly a sad day to me.
But after i told her, she still willing to treat me a meal
She NEVER tell liess ESPECIALLY to MOON~~~~hahaha
After the K-ing session, i drive my mum to night market get ingrediants for dinner
well, it was raining that time. I ran down to buy those stuff and let my mum stay inside car.
ALmost all wet, and my head still spinning heavily now due to the acid rain effects!!
After the market trip, i went to photostating for my textbook after a month of my course started. Hahaa
Who knows, my stupid heels torn! SO frustrating with the kik *KOK* kik *KOK* sounds.
Everyone was looking when i passed by them...AIsh!!
I went to starbuck and order a tall size of vanilla steaming milk which recommended.
ANd NOW....
the happy things happened!!
They gave me a large size to replace the tall size glass....
GOOD or bad?
The bad part - i will be suffering in my coming dinner coz full of milk!
I can eat less- which is good too~~can diet ma~~
haha...:P

**Whenever there is a bad incidents happens, there will be a good ones arrive after that.....:)

my apologies--

i will let u know soon...
as i said before..end of this month!
If u really urge for the answer right now..,it will be "NO"
Anyway, dont waste money on that la....
if u do it without my permit, then different...haha
but u have asked....
my parents will nag and ask alot...Zzzz, u know la-pretty *annoying* sometimes, hehe!!
and im not angry, don worries....
I just ,I am just afraid to answer. * take a deep breathe* PHEWwww
Tell u here,indirectly but can fully express out how i feel to UR request. HAHA
Chat again later ~~

i see

she is at the same tutorial group with me....
she is not what i expected...
she likes day dreaming too....
Another who care about physical appearance (image) alot like me!!!
We are sama sama....
NO no...except body shape...HAizz= DIET till when!!?
Nvr give up,never give up; give up = gain fatss
OHyea...she has the SMART look...which i think i dont have but pretend to have 1!!...
wakakkaa :p

**I nak cut hair la...or GO for Rebonding?? any ideas frenz.....?

lack of happiness~dont read it if u can't take it...

我想我也应该 重回 迈向我自己的生活了！！
终于知道为什么我怕，不敢
我怕你们会麻烦， 你们会不耐烦，总有一天会离开
我铁定，如过在我认真的对待，你们会比现在更麻烦
我自己可以很独立，
我宁愿一个人，也不想看到你们离开.
不是我不珍惜,我不重视-------------
因为当我非常认真的看待，我会变得超粘，不再独立
你们就不只得体谅我，还得随时帮我应付家人。
当然，如果你们自己也不能搞定自己或怕麻烦~~就算吧！！

我觉得很坏，每次麻烦到人，没答应就别烦人吗~
但我又不会 怎么办？？ 我笨 怎么办？? 我少朋友 怎么办??
没咯, 问一两次, 再问就没意思吧!?
我很敏感, 对怨言, 利用的语气, 不耐烦的口吻........等等
都说我敏感咯,
凭第一感觉就写了这张垃圾文章
其实之前想了很多开心的,笨笨的, 可爱的, 总之目的是带欢乐给大家的
每次到要写的时候就想不起来, (因为过了一短时间,灵感飘走了)
下回一定要抄下, 不然一想到就快快update...
这次就不好意思哦.......又来悲哀~~~~
忍耐 忍耐 ~~

Eleh..forget about it

Reached limits
i know what i am working out now
thinking differently
what i do dissimilar with what you think
An equation form = what you deserved is what you paid
sounds realistic?
safer + fare
And thats the way of my living style
You may start analysing them
But follow my measurement hopefully, not Yours
And i definitely have done more than that....an 'A'???
I wonder what else more i could do to fulfil anyone
Deep inside my heart will be 'I couldnt afford to lose more
OR pour out EVERTHING meaninglessly......!'