Today,
one of my course mate came for "show".
almost half-naked..cover with pink-thin layered + tight top ( show half of her boobs) and mini shorts.
If i am a guy, my eyes will OR CAN only focus on her!! nose bleed if *weak* guy sees :p
GOOD body she has, nice shape....worth it. LOLx

Unfortunately, come for an hour lecture, and show up herself after everyone entered. what is her purpose?? Co-incidence? .....other girls supposingly have the similar thinking when in such situation.....

So, stop complaining about my deep "V", just an ordinary T-shirt with V collar la. Personally think that V suits me more than O, there is no"show"off issue inside. I have nothing to show either.
skirt or mini types, no longer a problem...GO AHEAD
earth is turning everyday, things change every seconds, .....HAhaaa! who knows one day, GUY will be hanging around with skirt or inner garment to shape up their bodies?? LOLX.....

"插曲"比赛

开场竞争激烈
一号参赛者 至 五号参赛者 状态大勇
我个人比较看好一号和三号， 尤其三号， 实力不可看小
它们毛色非常亮丽，从初赛到现在都紧守头衔
在场的欢呼声一般，热闹程度不比历年

二号选手首先被淘态，接着就是四号
二号的失败 ，因为它缺伐光芒，固然它的实力是比四号来的好，但四号选手靠着它的不虚不老
战胜二号，但老天爷是公平的！！！最后它也不敌而落败。。。。

剩下一，三，五号
畜势待发。。。
接下来，大会请来了一位经验老道大师来考练它们
那位大师原来患了重病
却因骑虎难下被逼上场.
首先请来一号选手上前。。
在过程中， 大师看似非常辛苦，力道不促, 最终
大师在逼与无奈下, 离开.......

大会 从大师对它们的考练模式 ，变成了参赛者互相切磋
一号选手因这突如其来的状况
担心到落泪，
三号和五号也抖了起来。。
一切出乎意料之外的刺激
在这, 五号选手最终也宣告落败, 光荣隐退

我的眼光满好的吗!!!
一号与三号顺利爬到争夺冠军位置
本以为会斗得难分难解
可能就因为一号曾经落泪, 影响了它的演出
冠军轻而易举就落在三号选手的手中....
本以为能一睹三号选手展示它的胜利之曲才离开
奈何, 天意弄人...

我得提早离场, 还是用跑的呢~~~~~大汗蹋小汗
哈哈哈哈

终于写完.......END>.<

i would like to know...

if u dont want to do so,
don promise to do so...
if u really forget about it,
make sure u will do it another day..
really dislike ppl like that,
and it happens to know that u're not busy with works and activities like others....
i pretend not to find out, but its hardly cover emotional me
u are nothing to me beside a fren of mine...
look at u, is like facing a mirror to myself...
u are like what u had scolded me last time...
complained a lot about my attitudes but current you not much differ
think carefully, what u had said...
and what u had done these days...
you're worsen than me..worsen than a girl.
i can tell u that i have changed a lot, this is wat i promised to do so
After i had changed, i see a familiar shadow of mine from you
knowing u make me change and understand myself more..
which i think is good..
bad as in i change myself too much for ur words?!
end up, don't even get any appreciation.....
i wonder, sincerely wonder...... do U realised about it?
From begining till now, we're only friends ...i mention all the while
don't make it like we were broke up or what pls...
normal friendship suits u more...females are emotional animal, dont u think so? u have to learn to manage ur emoness at the same time your gf's one.
i rarely show up my emotional face to ppl, doesnt mean i dont have...I AM very emotional...( agree, fren?? ) IF not i wont be blogging here...haha
But i absolutely think that this"tight"frenship situation can be solved, or slightly change.
Depend on you....

when it comes

preparing my mood for the day to come...
12 hours to go...
non= excitement
2 face the environment, ppl, location.....
currently,
just feel lazy to drive
need volunteer = pick, drop, send, deliver, hug, =.+ DREAM ON~
time to shut OFF

dont ask me -.-

arh...
meaningless life..
dont ask me why...
feel tat minutes ago...

Actually
i have plenty of plans before coll reopen..
difficult laa...
when can only starts?

i wonder ...i wonder.....
wait ..wait....

thanks

Good news..
Finally received a gift from the someone who owed me for ..............5 months!!! one..two...three...zZzzz *.* yeah ~~5 months!!
It might be a common colour, dull look, lack of design but i like it a lot....
And it come before my college starts, Great!!!...
I can hang around with it, and dump all my books in, Hahaaa...
Enter coffee shop without carrying books on hand....with a bag is much more flexible and fashionable?
haha..well...
You might think that :" a bag only wat, i have plenty of it laaa...'
TO a person like me, doesn't own a bag at alll..(grabbed my sister's bag all the while since the 1st year of my college life.) paiseh!~?
Need a celebration right? LET's go PARTY...
finally got a bag that chosen and ( half- paid) by myself- WEI u still owe me money $$$..KEKEkeke... Feel really satisfied....
Actually there is a bag that bought by another of my fren, when the time i got it..
there were already few scratches on it and there were 2 blue-black patches...he probably got cheated by net seller.Not his fault thou~
No doubted that the bag he gave was what i wanted before....Really appreciated!!
Got the heart can de....still remember to buy me after such a long promise.
谢谢。。goh meh-goh meh- KANasai :P

i will do it then....

have been thinking on this, these days.
i should take up the 1st move,
no point of waiting actually, i knew it....
i cannot stand the anger or hiding from someone such long...
From the beginning till the ends, i know what im doing. and treat everyone the same.
it makes me heartbreak..haha. nOla, doesnt feel good.
I think i am silly nyway, but its better in this way....
shouldnt bother upon any dignity...Just go for it
Not first time thou....and if u're not doing it, who u can rely on...
The matter now is ... avoiding each other doesn't helps, not my style too-
problem will still remain there..
wat's the point then?!
Someone might thinks that it works by avoiding, avoiding unequal to forgetting but mistakenly thinks that time can cure everything. ITs true, but not cure from the bottom of heart. Friendship yet to be done after this.
OKAY, Im definitely not that avoiding kind.....abit guyish OH? haha....
Cause this is really irrational. WE will feel bad and embarrass when facing each other next time.
i would prefer a fren more than an enemy.
Therefore, i have decided to do my own path...
IF result turns out differently or the other side remain that way, LET it be
at least i know i had did something to remedy for that...no guilt to face!!

billy the goat

HE is a man....:X:X:X GREAT news- he just corrected me, not MAN is still ZAI!!!
he likes basketball...( just noticed after the quiz from facebook) haha
frisbee take up all his time...* any gurl who interest on him, either take part in frisbee - he will teach you face to face WAN horr....
IF u are not sporting or HATE frisbee like me, just GIVE UP ba* :x
Caring gei...SOMETIMES, funny gei....sometimes,wood LO PASSIVE instead (mafan la keep change my wording)...MOSt of the time.
OVerall, still a good guy~~ wood is meant to be not * flower heart* ba? I THINK SO.......zZzzZz, abit too over!! hahahaha.....*zipped*


He dAMn fake lo.." chui sui ngmm mat chui "- liar~..make me happy sial ( few minutes ago)
NOW.. i am down, mood deeply affected at this moment...
Before that i only planned to type out the bright side of him, who knows...he is not worth for my praise~~ *mad! mad!*
HE is stingy goat somehow....ACcountant's personality, what to do....I ALso donno. HAHaaa
Oklah, i understand why, but not going to type out here..haha, Feel free can ask me GURLS.
Stay happy alwiz ya, stay away from emoNESS. TRY to pls....

no take it serious

when i first heard about this, kind of shocked and surprised ~ " abit an shuang " la...HAhahaa
He's a very caring fren. At least friendly enough to everyone.
The way he sees me is so different, i should realised earlier. Or i'm just too busy with others last time.
TAt day, he was the only one watching me leave and his eye sight left after i got into the car then drive off ..AIya...just so gentleman la.
BUT kinda dangerous lo, no street light...everyone should take care of gurls when in such situation. Forget about it la...getting lesser and lesser la, lesser hope better.HAHaa..

OKay, back to the topic...
HE is a good boy and...... tooo good u know and shy boy.haha
I like good boy..wakaka~~ SO those who think that he or SHE is qualify for that...just gimme a cALL. I WAIT YOU YA!! :D 012903XXXX.

good experience

memorable day~
but, its really make me feel that i'm actually not useless LO, HOhoho..
Better than staying at home doing nothing rite :)
im really not so into online games, so BORing la...lvling lvling lvling~~LOLS > not patient enough ^^
OR coz of lonely? wakaka...none of them willing to spend some time to help me level up...=.= [complaining]JOEY~~ huh~huh!! hehehe :>

first time, nervous abit...Nearly late--- Sound so right to me :x thats me ma!?!!~
luckily uncle, auntie, girlfren ,boyfren there verRrrry nice...not bored la at least~~for the 1st hour, LOLx

Actually i only have to walk around, answer questions which i donno and pretend concentrate and serious to my work.EAsy sial~ only for part time la.....not much pay but can spend my time usefully~ HAhaaa....
I will still go for it when i have any extra time and day since not so stressful...lols

yesterday very fun thou, i PLAYed basketball leh~~and successfully shoot in twice!! Others sau pei la, hahahhaa...
MIss voonsia so active, totally different with the one give lecture to us~~ bUT shooting still chaR jor didiiii~~ NEed more train, --- billy GO!! Showoff time!!!
AH wait, ur leg bengkak again harh....right leg bengkak jor now left leg, WHEN bengkak both at the same time???...hehehe
DOnt move la, later neeed me to carry. ..Lie down PLS!!! KOKwai serve u for ur entire life~~ cannot see also can EAT^^

人是要进步的~~ i will continue upgrade myself to become more knowledgeable...YEah~~
This spirit can hold for how long leh??....haha
i will la.....TRY :s

给你的一番话

在一个绝对坦然的心情下写的：

想起过往的关系
变得现在僵硬的-有点冰冷
为什么要弄成这种地步呢？？
我们本来不就好好的吗， 为甚么要在意那么一点小事，
小到为了一个子而感到被忽略
不然就突然闹情绪
你就不能开开心心过每一天吗？就不能把一切抛开吗？

其实在认识你几个星期
我就从你朋友们口中得知你的性格
那时，我还对你辽解不深，也没把它放在心上。

直到那件事发生，介心就萌生了，当时我也没察觉
当时你用了“这是你和家人的沟通方式，与我好像不太通吧 ！！“更何况当时我和你还不熟。我只知道平时的你大声都不会，回想起我也怕了。

每当要做些什么都变得小心奕奕， 有很多事都不敢表明。
久尔久之， 我把你的不是告诉了你周边的朋友
1- 我承认是为了渲泄
2- 我本也希望用他们的嘴转告给你听
但没想道会变成另一回事，我根本没想到！！

事情过了一段时间，慢慢开始淡忘
直到有一天你告诉我，你还是很在意，我就知道你根本就没有你自己所讲的那么善忘，
只不过是你朋友所说的“逃逼” 。
那时候起， 每当你黑脸， 我就会连想到它。

为了表示我对你的歉意
其实我已把你对我的不满嗜好
例如 电话不离手--------> 现在你就投诉我没第一时间回和接你
非常主意者---------> 常常问过你意见, 你还是没什么回应
在你表达时不认真 -------> 你在说话时我都不会说话了, 我怕听不到.

都尽量改掉。但你都没察觉到吧.

做了种种， 我已经尽力了，情况反尔 更不坎。
在这种情况下，我也不太敢找你了。
你从来不问为什么我会这样，
就一厢情愿以为我是故意不理你。
其实我是怕， 怕了你， 怕自己做多错多。

我不是利用你，但我记得你说过有什么困难可以向你求救
没想到。。。。。又在你心中变了另一回事
那件事后，我不知道你心理究竟有多少东西是介意的, 我很怕....讲话都要想过才能说.
当我累时,话也自然少了.

想到着, 我每天都向朋友抱怨, 他们都知道我很在意你
口里没说, 我自己也知道, 我也觉得我烦着他们.
但他们还是会叫我放开点.

我一直把你当成我好朋友，一尔再把你当知己
我也不能一直只有我在变
但你的冷言冷语，最近的态度，
我连陌生人都不如
回想起你朋友的一番话，你真的把每个曾经关心和亲密的朋友都给伤害过，从不站在我们的立场，关心我们。