我的心那块石头依然在

他每晚都发作, 我喘息不来

我有我的想法

我还拿捏不定

又害怕会带来不可预想的麻烦
重蹈覆辙

我, 反复思量
想?快乐?
做=还就半半
放弃= 零

我, 想念以前
勇敢追求
只想快快乐乐, 决定自己走的路
只要不影响他人,不添任何不必要
这就是我!!

现在 这想法 自私吗 ?
我, (叹气) : 人言可畏............

my mood can be describe with the word down! Down! down!
seriously 献世 lo...the questions are not easy, but i have read it before. first time felt so down after exam.
Am i pressurized myself too much??Once again blank out during the exam!!! this is happen so often now!! i put my efforts in, enter exam hall, nthg comes out!! the outcomes should turns up better than studying Msia, i expected MORe! now getting worse..ppl hang out with frens, i stay still..ppl visit around PErth, i rather go shop for groceries....Oh my gosh, i tot of getting better result, at least score higher than in MSia ~

Today, when i stepped out from the exam hall, tears rolling,brain is empty
and i only heard my parents' advices, caring and everything they mentioned in calls..especially my mum...
i have disappointed them!
ppl surrounding me chitchating in mandarin, Typical China ppl
so Annoying.
whenever my head's up, China ppl..china's chinese...FAN!!
"Moon" doesnt shows up today, covered by saddy clouds...Cold-windy day~~