等待。。。

公共交通 对我而言 虽然花费少 但可能要用上很长时间来等待

等待。。。
我个人就不喜欢
虽然你会告诉我 时间多的是 等待又何妨？
但我就认为 我们可利用上述等待公共交通的时间 做一些想做或应做的事情
那还值得！！
我承认 车对我而言 非常重要!!

等待。。。
可以是很甜蜜的
回过头想想
我的多数是残酷
等。。。我在等什么？？
结局也不是一样！！
是为了证明我还不缺希望吗？

等待。。。
长久的等 不会是我
我有我的时限
无论什么
从里到外
最好别给我拖
渴望变失望再严重的可会变死望 ( 死心的希望)
所以最近都不会"望",免得伤感.

等待. . .
本小姐要的都是快,一拖再拖, 一等再等 , 会令我反感
"快"是给与某些人的忠告
我要的快是指回应,行动....我自认最近耐心已慢慢用尽
很厌恶等!等!等!

我承认
我是小姐性格
我尽力改 但不想盖
等了很久 感觉真的很累 不想再演了 放弃的念头再度出现
其实真的不好受
从充满希望 放了不少渴望 演变到现在慢慢失望 忽有忽消失的盼望
接下来......就唯有......看我的忍耐度了!!

p/s : 突然兴起的写作!!

busy day-ONly PICs

BEfore









After





Environment of JPJ



















this guy was smoking there
( polluted the View)





TIME : 3 pm






waH!~..wat happened to this car??












The owner of WRC 7546
-Mr.KC lim








MyVi-with a common colour-SILVER.
SILVER ^^










taking out the broken mirror
BY HAmmer!!










after taking out..look NICER










working very hard to fix it~~and he is just a newbie
Spent longer time and we waited there...-_-





WHILE Waiting....................





both of the CJ 7s suffered under the HOt SUN








and..I Saw a block of wood
I named it as ' yat lok fei cai'









<-----fei cai Helps alot.DOn't ever "look down on it"



OH,and i found out something....
THIS Old fork is DRUNK!!!!








Proof to you guys..NEH!!!








but..he still handling the whole car by himself
GENG @@









He was leaving to somewhere...BUY BEEr???





AROUND 5 pm











SWENsen ice-cream
REGULAR EARthquake




WEEeeeee XD












JENG!!!!








END OF THE DAY

the last day of my P licence.

supposingly i shall be happy for today..
but i really can't feel the happiness right now..
yesterday's incident influenced me alot...
planned for quite some time, expected something but the ending is really out-of-my mind.

Anyway,sent my brother back to NS just now.
someone have promised to bring my sis out for ice-cream yet..break his promises Once AGAIN.
or forget once again. .why again?remember- maxis day!! If i nvr say out, dun think that will pop up in ur mind.

I don't like this, i planned....everything seemed to be good, smooth going and i'm happily ready for the coming day ~Yet someone go messed it up!! got the feeling of being betrayed.

Anyway, Happy Birthday.

he left us this morning

wonder how sad we are..when placing him to a new place.
wonder the place there , we so called "heaven" suits him or not.
wonder whether he can really stand the new environment and make up with new frens ma?
Actually i'm trying to cheer him up but since he is in a sad mood ,then i just send my msg to him through calls.
We will be suffer for the coming weeks,work for his path and also handle our own path.
Generally there's not a problem, i used to do that when the day he left us to study at another state...the length of time much more longer than now.
But i realised that i am getting lazier compared to the younger stage of i, haha...
Anyway, stay happy and enjoy your life there and try to cope yourself with others!!!

meaningless life

人人都想拥有自己梦想中的生活，爱情，目标。但往往事不如愿！！

生活- 生在点样个家, 就有点样个生活,好难强求.
爱情- 依然存在零空间, 一枚靠想象, 渴求浪漫, 寻找感动,
我相信, 感觉一到, 我可为爱牺牲的哦!!!
目标- 目前为止, 完成父母的期望. 当然依嫡根本吾是我想要, 我已默默在努力, 有时感吃力,
为左兼顾两方面, 出现了半天掉的情况...两样都做得不好, 非常泄气.

想温个朋友倾诉, 他们未必明白. 恐怕会出现以上句子: 痴人说梦话, 做好分内事先吧!!

我沉淀的性格，常把伤感往心里塞，从不表露。
依并不代表固执 而是不想影响到他人心情.
心理病患者多数拥有以上特征哦 哈哈~~
总希望有人能明白，能从我的表情或语言上感觉到。

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< 上述最好用广东话阅读 >

tiring by doing these stuffs

I cant be that childish, angry sumone for so long...(2 days)
such a stupie attitude i used when face him~HoW stupie??..not going to tell u guys!!!haha.
where i learnt this from?after knowing him..oopS,is It?got influenced by hIM?! >.<
Nola...actually, i was waiting him to apologise but since he's not taking any action then i go first ba.not the 1st day become "tai ka jie"!wat tai?..haha.tai fong, tai liong and tai SAI~~just forgive him ba.haha. If he still remain the same,that's his problem..i do what i suppose to do probably cukup laAaaa,MOVE it move it...
Tiring of angrying sumone,my heart not big enough to fit in these unhappy incidents....TEll out here is the best way to release my anger, hopefully none of u will complain about it O~~
Anyway, dear frens..thx for listening to me these days when i was in bad mood and I'm really not good in keeping everything in my inner heart.I only told this to my dearest frens...SO is Private and Confidential -no spreading!!!..XD

yesterday~

1.Went to see my fren's performance that held by Halo< 海螺>
when realised she can get sign up as a singer,my heart-feel 'sour'. I was so jealous that she could have parents who willing to support her..as i know before that she need to pay for 2000 bucks as register fees and go for 3 months training.Well, i knew there was a new training course before that but i did not have that amount of money and time to join in...and my parents will nvr allow too.
FuuuUuu~~~~~ @#$%^&*

2.A news from TWins.....
oh, sad man..wat the hack O? and the bottom there written, 12 million of ppl wants gil to return
but Y after breakup with charlene then only allow her to come back?oh god~
I wan back the original group..meaningless if back separately!!

3.Most childish question..haha

hate?
dislike?
annoy?
which 1 more serious?

Well, got 1 msg from him..with 'HATE' in it.althou not the 1st time, but personally don like to use this word.That's too rude to me!!
i shouldnt ask a person that sturborn like a COW to change, but at least dun repeat the same "WORD"
This shows irrespect..u can scold me with other words that i can accept but this word totally...MAKe me felt FED up, and can u pls "shit off"~~open ur mouth and scold me DIrectly face to face.
I feel sad, not becoz of the word but u
U ..i know u well, these the common way u express out ur feelings but certain words can really put us in bad situation.
I might have the same thought as u, but i will nvr express out in this way BeCAuse i treat u as a fren!!...i will never hurt my fren no matter how rude they are, i understand that different ppl have different personality-so I will just try to be more flexible as in handling my emo?! eg.think it in positive way?they might suffer in difficulties?and so on....

Misss them alot

such a long time..
i have been waiting for them..
misses their songs and their appearance alot...
i dont really care about their past,
but somebody does..and this shows how busybodie they are
Why cant we let bygones be bygones??
But i do believe that, there are still amount of supporters like me waiting for her return
She will never leave her partner alone..her partner will never give up on her,
I will wait wait wait to see her back...support her alwizz.

ADD Oils Gillian -support Both of u!!

1st day..

not feeling well for the whole day , during my work time...my mouth hardly get open up.
seriously very tiring these days,..handle everything alone..faced alone...not much differences as last time and my stupid mouth very pain lee,i cant even speak out...that's why took porridge for dinner.
ANyway..HAPPY father's day to every fathers.I do bought a cakeee to celebrate father's day, Hazelnut cake-his favourite :x can see that he feels great for today...

after~

Reached there around 12pm
then walk around at STarHill hotel..such a gorgeous placee.1st time been to tat place.
after that, took our lunch at pavillion...japanese food once again somemore.haha
while waiting for foods to arrive, i noticed that the japanese family whom sat beside me ate without using SPoon and with "chiap chiap chiap"..sounds delicious.haha

Wore Heels that bought yeaterday..but maybe not used to it or walked for the whole day so now my legs very pianful..skin also fallen out.not going to wear heels for few days ba..wait for it to recover 1st.

Before enter for the contest...i tot shud be grant,crowded with ppl or at least big space enough to walk lo!! End up, workers more than audiences..haha and the location cramped at the corner...small till tiny,LOLx
at 1st i feel like quitting also..but thought of the rm1000,just GO LA~~~
STill nervous..body shake like helll!!..useless me.

Practise makes PErfect-.0

AFter that..kc and my brohter came to see me.but they reached late..so no luck to see my performance,hehe ;)
But i have to mention that ur new hairstyle not really suit u lo...i still prefer longer,haha.Anyway, just my opinion..without gel up is better.

before~

Here comes the day~
nervous?cant really sleep since yesterday....well, wanna share with frens but who willing to listen?-forget about it--not going to put any expectation...use to it already!!!
Not the first day i have been left out,not really important though...
OHyeaa...
there are still few of my frens come along with me tomorrow...yeaa,just FEW of them.
prepare myself, stop nonsense thinking...do well~
I think there will be the same for tonitee...Luckily, someone promised to accompany me tonite..hahaha~thx alot wei.

Yuen~steamboat!

finally over...

I went steamboat with G8 frens just now celebrate our finals exam has over!!
enjoyable althou i ate very little..haha.
Willingly to pay for the happiness~~.....it might be happier if my frens join along lo-.-
Crapz alot with Wei chian today..we can known as-childish couple.haha...He was the 1 who keep playing with those foods, he purposely go pick those foods with weird look..end up dumped them aside coz look irritating wor.haha.
Besides, the poh leong very waste of foods...this not nice that not nice,hahha..threw quite amount of foods too.
Evelyn asked me not to join next time..coz ate too little, not worth wor.but i think as long as happy then is more than enough!!!...hehe.
I just realised that...NONE of them take vegetabless and i became the ODD wan.with one full plate of veges...hahaaa..quite funny when they starred at me :D
Maybe i not used to eat steamboat , i sat there for whole dinner...waiting for the 2 guys to serve me only.( wei chian & p.Leong)....feel lazy to stand up, when stood up...things around me seemed too short.
OVerall, the foods there nthg special,but cheap and crowded with many ppl when the time we left. ONce again..i thought of open 1 in my area~~haha.
Oh yea~~ prawns peeler, thx alot for today!!

The Day at wangsa MAsjid.

haha..capture while waiting for Lrt to arrive...BOredd face^^

before enter into petaling street..found it quite unique so capture it~

Petaling street Oo...rarely come to these places :(

china street-inside central market

Central market..1st time been here ;p

Bing and I outside multimedia college~

waiting for the reply~

i have been sent out 3 emails to ACCA ..have been waiting for their replies these days.

I still putting hope on it~

SHould i continue??instead of waiting, why dont i just pay attention to the other 3 papers.

Nyway, blaming yourself for didnt help me out tat day seems to be useless now.

That was not part of your job thou.The msg i received from you last nite only reminded me how useless I am!!!This made me feel even more guilty!!!

I prefer frens help me out to settle problem or share the sadness i faced instead of reminding me how it was happened...or who made it happened!!

NOw is now~last time WAS last time. I hateZ to think 'back'.

I'm trying to let go now...

JUST HElp me okayz...

T5,,,,== 6 months

t5 do not appear in my docket..
Margerate also cant help...whoelse?!!
stay for another sem..which 6months?
kinda down and unhappy
should check it earlier....
even the Fine date also closed!!!!
depresseing...
Nthg much i can do..just to share out here....

WEeeee~

Joey<>
KenNyZAi..

RayV

Chilli-padi MAE yAn

-_^

During AUdit

dear Kokwai~taller than me eh ^^ surprised??!!!










~~not so clear











fuiyo!!!..so YEng~~hehe









same skin colour~...so match,haha :)
















kawaii~~different skin colour ^^ weee...:p The only clear pic..UPdate more soon XD

RAw egg....

RAW egg










stirring it...babe chick screamed : heLP~ hElp~Help`
















wow~~delicious,so creamy and sweeetsss
no wonder skin so smooth laa~~ .






p/s ; she forced to eat it bY US..LOLSzzzz

" DARE " without true game

Lei ee was the 1st person who start the game..she has to get different type of desserts and finished it by herself.

End up..there were only 2 left inside of the frigde ^^ SHe was just too lucky ~~

COming up next,my turn~~

When everyone thinking of what kind of punishment should i receive...TZe ying pop-up with a disgusting idea,zZzzz....{soak papaya into different kind of sauce} CHIlli sauce , soya sauce, sweet sauce and the Yuckest sauce dunno named as wat de..hmmm, 'FuYU' for porridge most of the time wan le!!!

After they soaking it...i force Kc to swallow that for mee...wakakkaa...CRUel and evil!!!

When Tzi Ying's turn...it was the time for me to take revenge on her, the following pictures shown how pity she was when come to eat the digusting papaya..this call "KARMA of LIFe"-defined as 报应 ~~

ENd up..she had vomitted thoroughly...PITYFULnya.

Starring at it....' regretting'~~haiz haiz haiz.shouldnt created this 'food'

ready ~

Shabu shabu~~

Tze Ying~Kah Chen~Lei Ee

steamboat ooO...SOup made BY "YAM"~~purple soupZzz.

Me & Shi Ching^^