single life not easy

afraid to fall in love so much.
sorry to my fella admires...haha [LOLx]
being single *tough*
if feel enjoyable , glad to see it.
But if like me, i will convince u to let go the 'rock', go for someone without any worries.
feel depressing everytime when think of this-_-
Oh, haha..don't misundestood with the sentences above.
i never got hurt by any guys before
wat cause me become like this??!!if u care u will ask!!...haha
i still waiting for a relationship that can rely on~
i afraid the feeling of being hurt yet also afraid of being lonely.....
this is the reason why i need friends alot and some of you might think that i can really Flirt around thoroughly...i'm THE MOON that cannot lose friends, especially close frens [ bread mui] XD if not how i past my days..
i'm trying very hard to release myself, i mean it. really
forgiveness and consideration is what i need from you guys.