i will do it then....

have been thinking on this, these days.
i should take up the 1st move,
no point of waiting actually, i knew it....
i cannot stand the anger or hiding from someone such long...
From the beginning till the ends, i know what im doing. and treat everyone the same.
it makes me heartbreak..haha. nOla, doesnt feel good.
I think i am silly nyway, but its better in this way....
shouldnt bother upon any dignity...Just go for it
Not first time thou....and if u're not doing it, who u can rely on...
The matter now is ... avoiding each other doesn't helps, not my style too-
problem will still remain there..
wat's the point then?!
Someone might thinks that it works by avoiding, avoiding unequal to forgetting but mistakenly thinks that time can cure everything. ITs true, but not cure from the bottom of heart. Friendship yet to be done after this.
OKAY, Im definitely not that avoiding kind.....abit guyish OH? haha....
Cause this is really irrational. WE will feel bad and embarrass when facing each other next time.
i would prefer a fren more than an enemy.
Therefore, i have decided to do my own path...
IF result turns out differently or the other side remain that way, LET it be
at least i know i had did something to remedy for that...no guilt to face!!