我总是在寻找直得信任，可以倾谈的男性朋友。
但我忽略了，同时间这些朋友也是不敢担当，更不敢为友人抱不平或挡下困难。
我很想被保护, 我装坚强吧了。
所以我对追求者第一要求就是面对面表白( 不是在广众啦!! )

Okay
WHY am i mention this suddenly? i feel betrayed when someone snake out and i face everything Myself~
It began from a small incident.
You, the one who reminded me about the joke and i started to work out what we had plan previously.
End up left me alone doing. What for reminding me the plan then? ( i did not get mad with this actually, she neither.)

But due to this joke she started mentioning about some stuffs, i know why she did so just because i fooled her yet you, the one who snake out still dare to put in another words to mention about the things i MIND a lot!! You read my latest post in blog and you should seriously know how i feel right, not like i did not share with you or apologised right!! The latest incident already hurt me badly. I'm trying to let it off but could you stop adding salt on it or recall them back? I was force to be cheerful in front of you guys yet my heart was dripping tears.

身边已寥寥无几，最经还一连窜发生那么多事,
才真真惊觉身边的一切, 原来只是信任是不够的.